Sa mga nagtatanong kung okay na ba ako, syempre ang isasagot ko sa'nyo, okay na okay! Pero sa totoo lang, gustung-gusto ko nang makipag-meeting kay Papa Jesaz at gustung-gusto ko nang sumama sa aking Lolo.
O bago mo ko awayin, baby steps nga di ba? Hinde ko naman kaya ng overnight. Ang bongga ko naman nun! Pero...we'll get there...in due time...all in His time (sandali, papahangin lang ako, biglang umusok yung katawan ko e)
Okay...hinde na ako umuusok nyahahaha (ay hinde mo na-gets yung joke? buti naman!). Habang nag-iisp ako kanina kung panong baby steps ang gagawin ko, bigla akong napatingin sa pechur ni Papa Jesaz at naalala ko ang mga madalas kong dasal sa Kanya tulad ng:
- Jesus, sana naman po dumating na yung lalakeng mamahalin ko (dahil hinde ko nabanggit kay Papa God na sana mahal din ako, ayun, nagkandaloko-loko ang linggo ko wahehehehe)
- Jesus, kung hinde po sya para sa'kin, ilayo Nyo na po sya (dahil hinde na naman ako specific sa kung panong paglayo ang gusto ko, ayun [fill in the blanks])
- Jesus, help me to heal (gumaling naman....yung naipit kong ugat sa balikat)
O sa mga makakaisip, hinde po ako galit kay Papa God dahil kundi dahil sa Kanya, matagal na akong nagkakape sa tabi ni Taning (yung Lolo ko, hinde si Satanas...kaw naman o!). At naniniwala akong lahat ng nangyayari sa'kin ngayon ay may dahilan...All For His Greater Glory, Not Mine. Pwede akong maglupasay ngayon at mag-iiyak na parang batang inagawan ng candy. Pero, if I so wanted to be with the wrong one, ka-swerte naman ng Right One! And there were two people who almost became the Right One....ang maganda, friends pa rin kami ngayon. Ang pangalan nila? Frater Randy Sison at Randale Ong at para sa kanila 'to (at kay Papa Jesus na rin):
On The Side of Me By Corine May
Commercial:I’m not the easiest person to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
On the side of me
I’m not too proud of some things
I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Blessed Charity
You’re on the side of me
On the side of me
‘Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it’s cold outside
And there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
But you
I’m not the easiest person to love
But you, you’ve opened your
heart to show me what I’m worth
‘Cause you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
What a mystery
You’re on the side of me
On the side of me
‘Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it’s cold outside
And there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you…
Yeah you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
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