I am pissed off. No, make that, I am fucking angry (I don't swear so this is really something deep)
If you really know me well, you would also be aware that I am a man-hater. Actually, if you are someone I've worked with before, you would already know how deep my hatred of men is. I'd usually be online on IM and YM and my status would scream "All Men Are Equal...They Are All Jerks". I don't have any qualms saying to my guy friends' face that I think their brains are located between their thighs especially whenever they tell me that their current flames have broken up with them because they were caught cheating.
I am. With all the mushy-ness and things like that that you can find here, I actually hate men. There were times in my life when I was able to forget about that hatred. There were men I came to know who gave me a reason to see men in a different light.
Unfortunately, there were also men who keeps pulling me back to square one - men who cheat, men who go for girls with big boobs and nothing between their ears, men who simply go for dumb bimbos, men who think of women as sex objects, men who think about nothing else but sex.
In the society that we live in, women are nothing but second-rate citizens (disagree with me and your comment might just get deleted) for if women are treated as an equal to men, then maybe we would also have women commenting about how long Boy A's schlong is or how good Boy B is in bed. There are women who do that, but they are very few. And these few women would usually cause eyebrows to be raised. They would be seen as pok-pok, mlandi, pakawala. Never mind if in real life they are respectable people (before you go moralistic on me, think about this - just because someone is not as pure as you want them to be doesn't mean that they are less of a person). No eyebrows would be raised if, say, a guy would talk about how good Girl A is in bed or how tight someone's pussy is (sorry for the term). People would just laugh it off.
Just a while ago, I came across a site giving a download link for the 3rd installment of the HK-Maricar video. All these weeks, we haven't really heard from Maricar. For me, that was the best way to go about the situation. Siya ang talo, no matter what. Whether she speaks out or not, people would say, e bakit ka nakipag-sex? Bakit ka nagpa-video? Better not speak at all and let the issue die a natural death...kaya lang may mga sinto-sinto na nagpost pa talaga ng link. Kaya dumadami ang rape victims sa mundo e.
Naaawa ako kay Maricar (sorry, but I don't feel any pity for KH). People were saying na pwede syang maging porn star, na magaling sya sa kama. How would you feel if you overhear people saying that about your wife, about your sister, about your daughter, about your mother? Kung gusto mong manood, fine manood ka. Pero yung mag-comment pa ng ganoon? Hinde na tama yun. You don't even know what Maricar is in real life. If pakawala sya, if pokpok sya, if malandi sya, then she would have been plying her body everywhere, she would be doing overly sexy movies. She would have been involved with so many guys. Her only mistake is trusting a voyeur.
At dahil dyan sa lecheng trust na yan kaya ako galit sa mga lalake. I know that there are guys out there who are the antitheses of Hayden Kho and those maniac guys who see Maricar as a nagpapakipot lang pero pokpok.
Now you see why I don't have a lovelife?
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