Monday, May 18, 2009

This Is The Last Time

This is the last time I'm doing this for you.

This is the last time you would have power over me.

This is the last time I'd think about you.

This is the last time my world would revolve around you.

This is the last time I'd be your doormat.

This is the last time I would help you go through your sordid life.

This is the last time I would think about your future.

This is the last time...

Because I'm no longer going to put up with your endless dependency on me. I'm no longer going to put up with your using me. Don't tell me that you still care for me. That's bull shit! If you really love me, then you would stop caring about yourself so much and you would start to see how much you have been hurting me, how much I've been putting up with your damn excuses!

I'm letting myself fall in love with somebody else. I'm letting myself experience how it is to be special again, how it is to be a person and not be a slave to a conniving animal. And yes, there is somebody else. In case you haven't noticed, I am not ugly and someone better than you can fall in love with me. And even if he doesn't fall in love with me, at least he's someone who doesn't hide behind a mask and pretends to love me.

(Sorry, emo-mode at galit nang bonggang bongga)





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6 comments:

  1. This would be the first time i will comment on your blog.

    papatay mo na yan! hehe.

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  2. ang lupet. hanep o. napakapit ako sa upuan ko. kala ko may mga gamit na magliliparan palabas ng monitor. tsk tsk!

    alam mo yang mga ganiyan, iniiwan talaga yang mga yan. baka naman kasi maxado mong pinapakita sa kaniya na hindi mo kayang wala siya kaya nagpapakagago. kasi nga naman eh alam niyang may babalikan at babalikan pa rin siya sa'yo.

    it's nice to know you're moving forward. apir tayo jn! Ü

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  3. grabe ate to ah..
    ano ginawa nya sayo gusto mo teh kutusan ko hehe..:)
    hmmm..atlist ate gusto mo ng mag move on,
    hamu na kahit konti ang lalaki dito sa planeta natin eh may tao pa ring mas karapat dapat para sa pag-ibig mo at iinigan ka ng mas higit pa..wow
    hugs
    hamu at laklakin na lang natin ung stroberi wine..ate

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  4. @Axrealm - halu! salamat sa pagdaan at pageeport sa comment...kinokontak ko na ang Alex Boncayao Brigade pati mga rugby boys ng Zapote para ipatumba sya nyahahahaha

    @Lio - lekat na moving forward yan! Gusto ko moving on, ayaw ko moving forward hehehehe

    @lovely aka anakngpating - aba lovely, di yata't kamag-anak ka ni Dyesebel hehehehe...nasa'yo na ba ang stowberi wayn?

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  5. You are one living proof na moving on is possible. Madami kaseng nagsasabi na hinde nila kayang magmove-on diba?? Kaya naman eh, ayaw lang ng iba! Paair nga! *mwahhh

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  6. hahahaha....yeah, kaya naman talaga. Minsan takot lang tayong maiwan na walang nagmamahal sa'ti kaya kahit na panget na ang isang relationship, we try to stick with it, kesa naman sa wala.

    pero grabe! ang hirap

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