Ang Drama Nang Buhay Ko

Warning: This is Taglish ranting at its best hehehe (inspired by Maldito, Neil and Lio Loco of Good Times Manila)

At this point in time, I SHOULD be happy. Why? I have my own business, I work at home, I don't have to worry much about my finances.

But, I'm not...

Maraming nagsasabi sa'kin na, happiness is a mindset. I once believed that you hold your happiness, that you should not let other people dictate what could make you happy. Kaso, iba pala pag dating sa kaibigan at pag-ibig.

I have many friends but few close friends. I always have this wall when it comes to trusting other people simply because I know I could get hurt. Unfortunately, may mga times na you would meet people na akala mo kaibigan mo, akala mo close kayo, akala mo nagke-care talaga pero hinde pala. Sobrang masakit pala pag sarili mong bestfriend e tinalikuran ka.

You might be thinking na siguro may nagawa akong mali that's why this bestfriend turned his (oo, lalake sya!) back on me. Honestly, if I have ever wronged him, I was not aware. Siguro, hinde naman masamang mainis sa kaibigan at magtampo if sabihan ka nya nang, "Sasamahan lang kita if kasama si (name ng girl)"? Pucha! Ano ko, chaperone? At siguro naman hinde masamang magtampo pag sinabihan ka nga kaibigan mo na nakikisama lang sya sa mga kaaway mo kasi kawawa sya pag hinde nakisama, na mas nanaisin pa nyang hinde kayo mag-usap ng 10 months kesa mapaginitan ng mga kinaiinisan mo. Hay!

At ala ring kwenta ang buhay pag-ibig ko! Nameyn! Someone courts you and you fall in love with him only to find out that he already has a girlfriend! And you know what the funny part is, hanggang ngayon mahal ko pa rin sya kaso 'tong mga tinamaan ng talakang kaibigan nya including my supposedly bestfriend e kung ano-ano ang pinagsasabi sa kanya!

And it makes me sad. I know I should just forget him kaso ang hirap pala pag mahal mo talaga ang isang tao. Sa mga nakikita kong ginagawa nya ngayon, naiisip ko, sana binigyan na lang ako ng boobs, kahit walang brains. O kaya hinde na lang ako nakatapos ng bonggang bongga. Baka if ganun ako, matutunan nya akong mahalin at hinde ipagpalit sa isang taong tindahan lang!

Hay, mahirap maging maganda at matalino.

(My blog, my rant! Bow!)


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