Monday, May 18, 2009

This Is The Last Time

This is the last time I'm doing this for you.

This is the last time you would have power over me.

This is the last time I'd think about you.

This is the last time my world would revolve around you.

This is the last time I'd be your doormat.

This is the last time I would help you go through your sordid life.

This is the last time I would think about your future.

This is the last time...

Because I'm no longer going to put up with your endless dependency on me. I'm no longer going to put up with your using me. Don't tell me that you still care for me. That's bull shit! If you really love me, then you would stop caring about yourself so much and you would start to see how much you have been hurting me, how much I've been putting up with your damn excuses!

I'm letting myself fall in love with somebody else. I'm letting myself experience how it is to be special again, how it is to be a person and not be a slave to a conniving animal. And yes, there is somebody else. In case you haven't noticed, I am not ugly and someone better than you can fall in love with me. And even if he doesn't fall in love with me, at least he's someone who doesn't hide behind a mask and pretends to love me.

(Sorry, emo-mode at galit nang bonggang bongga)





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